I am S H A R I N G.

1) Midterms officially overed. Phew! I have no idea what am I gonna got for my Acc II paper. Letz just pray I don't screw it or score the lowest one. Damn, my classmates are all genius, who can I blame?

2) Went for steamboat with Diamonds yesterday, not to the place we wanted but still went over to the other place. Having an outing is fun but somehow I don't know why, I felt something missing. God knows.

3) I am going for a vacation. Hope I will have fun there & enjoy it. Anyhow, it's still my belated bday trip rite?

4) Selena's bday on Sunday (29/11) is coming up. Sorry I am away & we have to celebrate your birthday as a belated one. Hope you don't mind. ;) & Congrtaz for finding a "new job". Love is in the air!!!

5) I know after the vacation, I have to work my ass out for the assignments. I wish I could be less responsible for it. I HOPE! 4 assignments & pray hard that my brain will function well then.

6) Year end mega sales! No where to hide, will grab whatever stuffS that are suitable. Hopefully, there will be no hole in my pocket but instead on others.

7) BTW, I don't what is going wrong recently. I felt so much hatred in me towards the others. Please tell me how am I suppose to shoo it off? I get mad so easily anywhere, anytime & I hate the environment if it's annoying & loud. I will start to curse people. Mader.

8) I know someone just doesn't deserve it, I mean "sau LAU NIANG's hei" . S O R R Y. Hope you guys could understand me that I didn'tt make it on purpose, no intention of it at all. I wish to have a higher level of EQ. So, I am asking for understanding NOT forgiveness.

9) After few more weeks, to be exact, T H R E E more, it will be sem break. I think it's already time to stop squeezing the brain. & sooner what makes me feel the happiest definitely is gonna be the CHRITMAS celebration.

10) & & & Miss Strawberry, I won't ask you what to do & I can't tell you what to do. Just think properly of the action that you gonna take. Make sure you will not be regret & able to bear all the consequences. Will be your side all the time. Everything is fated, my dear.

Monster M E or Evil Y O U ?

Now, I'll choose to remain silence & shall keep everything to just myself.

Yeash, I did it already & there is no regret about it. I feel better that way so why not?

You make me a fool when you don't pay attention at first.

So I'll make sure you will have your karma & pay for it.

I say it & I will make sure I'll make it happen on you.

I will be still smiling at you, but how could you tell if I am actually cursing or planning something evil about you in my heart?

There is always a mean me in me. Don't mess with it.

I have seen alot of bad motherfucker things and I don't care anymore that if I hurt you because you are not anyone better than me.

You might thought I might be talking about the person you think definitely will be her/him but be careful of it because, it might be Y O U. You will never know.

Lesson learnt: Dont ever trust anyone in the Earth, including yourself. You won't even know what you want. You won't know what would you do to yourself and others. The world is not as easy as you think of it.

P/S: No worries, I will still be a good person if I think you are good enough.

DumbDumb D A Y

I can't stop myself to blog for this post.

Damn effing TL today.

All unexpected things happen continiously.

&

after all i am the one who kena blamed for everything.

A very exhausted day, I don't know how many times I have repeated myself in a same scene.

I even bumped into the same salesman for twice at different place.

Make sure you are damn effing free for the whole day if u wanna go to government department.

I feel like a fool there.

Not a happy day at all afterall, but I haved to throw away all the stupid dumb-ass things in me sebab have to concentrate at Biology.

Yeash, I am gonna have my 5 chapters of Biology midterm paper tommorrow.

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I haven't start my revision.

I am just about to start my "Project Biologing".

I hope to score for my midterm for this paper at least, because I know I am gonna screw my Accounting paper.

Hopefully my bad luck today is an exchange for a lucky day tomorrow.

H a p p y M i d-t e r m i n g ;)

Guessing for a Solution.

You definitely know that you did something wrong.

That is why you vanished.

Sometimes, I wish that you could be more to a straight forward & honest person.

To others or even to yourself.

You like all this fugly things so much?

I don't like it & I felt it's ugly on you.

I am not comfortable with it at all. Seriously.

I don't wish all these things to happen like that.

After all, I still appreciated our friendship.

I hope we could do something to improve what's going on.

You & I both know what am I talking about.

Who don't like $$$$$$$$?

Argghh!!

There are so many things that I wanna purchase.

It's all in my head now. Spinning around.

But after the pink partay, my birthday celebration, birthday presents for the babes, hostel rental & clinique moisturizer, most of my blood been sucked off already.

Poor & pathetic me.

Hostel fees is the most killing one.

4 digits number some more.

Don't wanna pay also cannot.

Cannot collect results & later kena shoo off. LOL ;

I am gonna get some new bags. Hopefully Mien got go to that shop when she is back to her hometown. Otherwise, have to buy online.

On the other hand, ordered some apparels from online boutique. Hope when I received it, it's in a good condition. *Finger crossed*

Of course, I do eyed on some better quality of apparels with a 'better of pricing'. But I think I'm gonna wait until year end sales before I grab it. Hmmm. Waiting & waiting.

Midterm coming up. Assignments as well.

Selena, Mien's 21st birthday as well. Hope we gonna have a blast of celebration.

Not to forget, Vivien dear also.

On the 20th November, she will be celebrating her 21st birthday.

Best wishes to you all, babes;)

No idea what to get for you babes. But I guess gonna settle midterms first before anything.

Shall stop here & get my rest.

Night.

:)

P/S: Pray that more $$$$$$$ coming to my way.

✿❤c e l e b r a t i o n O F l i f e ❤✿

Was trying to do my Accounting tutorial questions but it's damn hard for me to concentrate.

Therefore, I thought of blogging (excuse saje la).

How was my celebration of my 2 1 s t b i r t h d a y ?

I was excited about before it came, but it was really just another birthday celebration.

I wont say it's really unforgetable but I enjoyed it. At least rite?

My family will have a belated celebration with me as three of them are not free.

Not until the end of this month.

I understand that. & apparently, mummy lovey & daddy hero called to apologise.

No much worries, dearie ;)

This year, I choose where to dine. And it's Michelangelo's.

Nothing much about it & just plainly the concept of the restaurant attracted me.

I don't know who to invite for the dinner as I might left out someone & seriously there is someone that I don't bother to think of.

So, only the few of us were there. I prefer the quality then quantity. Cheers;)

The people attended is enough to make me happy.

(will upload the pictures on next post, or you can view my FB)

For the night, I won't say everything is perfect. But beautiful thing doesn't means everything must be perfect. So why care about the flaw?

Okay, I am glad about the pressie I received. Thanxie all of you. It is what I likey.

Egg & Mien set up a hide & seek session for me to find the pressie. & guess where it is hidden?

In the basket where I have my bundle of clothes. LOL;)

never thought of it. Hee;)

For the person I wanna specially thanks;

MUMMY LOVEY

who gave me my life.

There are too much things happen between us.

I wanna apologise for all the mistakes I did to you or to the family.

Somehow the unique bond/chemistry of us are un-describe-able.

You sacrifices a lot for me & I don't know how to pay you back.

Perhaps, that is the relationship of mother & daughter?

DADDY HERO

to care & cherish my life.

You raised us up like nobody else with your hard sweat & tears of life.

Appreciated for all your contribution to the family.

To the three women of your life.

Sorry if I am not good enough & somehow dissaponted you.

EVIL JIEJIE

This woman is interesting.

We fought like cat & dog in our younger age.

I mean like a real enemy.

We don't talk much.

But you learned to care more than ever.

Thank you for your attention & effort.

But, somehow you still annoyed me with you evilness. LOL;)

BELOVED PEERS

Everyone of you who had wishes me.

Thanxie, bro & sis.

Especially all the PENANG KIA.

&

I might not reply all of you guys one by one but I do received the greetings.

God bless, people;)

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of course to the THREE DIAMONDS.

EGG, MIEN & SHIN

You guys are just superb women.

Three different kinds of babe.

Make me ke siao everyday with you all.

EXCUSE ME if I did hurt you.

I didn't did it purposely BUT intentionly.

LMAO;]

After all, I wish that another year older, another year wiser.

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe and Leaves before she is left.

~Marilyn Monroe~

t e l l ♥ m e ♥ w h y

I don't know what happen to me today.

Guess, God forgot to lighten my shine today.

Is that what always happen to Scorpion?

Emotion fluctuated like a roller coaster.

I need some rest in mind.

Guess, weekend is the right time.

Oo LaLa

I am darn SO BORING.

When I say it's boring, it doesn't just apply to the day's boredom.

Hell, I mean the life.

I can feel the emptyness in myself.

I just don't know why.

Is this what I want?

Somehow, I was thinking, trapping myself here, in this college, is it what I want?

I don't know but I have decided to continue my education. What else can I say about it?

Sometimes people are forced to live together with other kind of people. That goes the same thing to me. I admitted I am a pampered kid back in my hometown where I lived in my own way & there is no one that intruded my life.

Here, I learnt to compromise, to forgive, to contribute & to enhance.

I don't know how well I did so far or how far/well I can go.

When I am at my maximum level, I can just give up everything, which somehow I pray for that day. How crazy am I. Because I will do crazy things.

That is why I just love this lyrics from Kaskade-Angel on my Shoulder.

Part of the lyrics are like this;

But you held my hand

You took me right back down to hell

I have an angel on my shoulder

But a devil in my head

Interesting, huh?

BTW,

I was thinking,

Should I pursue back my interest in art?

I totally ignore it when I started my college life.

Obviously, I know I am not a talented or gifted artiste, but at least I have interest in it.

How I misses the moment last time where I drew/sketch all the time.

Now, the feeling is so rusty.

Despite watching PPS (online TV), FBing, blogging, manicuring & mag-ing, you~tub-ing, shopping, eating, sleeping & crapping, what else can I do?

I thought of go for some classes, picking up some skills or doing something interesting & challenging instead of just keeping everything just to myself.

On the other hand,

because of the purpose of searching places for my birthday venue, I think I found my inner interest in F&B ;)

There are so many places that I would like to go and try instead of going back to the same old place.

Food are like heaven.

~Gosh~

I so-miss-the-food of my island paradise.

I will be only going back on December, & I tell you what, I am gonna eat like Penang is gonna gone soon. lol;)

Not to miss,

I was browsing through the FB, & I saw one of my friend's status was;

Will saying others stupid make you any smarter?

(not exactly, but the meaning macam ni la)

I agreed with it. Totally. ;)

My Hair Fashion Icon

When it comes to hairstyle, Victoria Beckham is defintely one of the refrences for everyone, included me. Especially for the short one. Come on, she is one of the most significant fashion icon. You have to admit it.

She's from a

hot girl band;

got a hot man + hot kids = hot family;

hot body;

hot lifestyle;

hot peers;

&

of course she got a hot HAIRSTYLE.

For me, she has the personality/image of exotic, sexy, independent, wise, fashionable, responsible because she handle her carreer, both family & the industry.

Owhkay, now why am I suddenly HOT with Posh Spice?

It's because when I signED in MSN today I saw her news about her new hairstyle. Damn, of course, I have to click ON IT to have a look.
Amazingly, it didn't dissapointed me.
I don't know what you people think, but I seriously likey her new look. LOL.

Now, lets have a look of her hair evolution.

I guess we should starts from her THEN hairstyle. LOL;)

~Back in 2000~

Short & Spiky;Brown

The hair makes her body propotion looks unbalance.

~2004~
Long & Wavy (Natural One); Brown
OMG. She looks so innocent & sweet.


~2006~
Big,high,long wavy.
A totally different look for runway.
(She looks old here.That hair probably?)


~2007~
Short,high bob; Blonde
Me likey this, that is why I used to have this one.


~2008~
Short;Black
She looks so damn exotic here. Me likey alot.
The make-up, the eyes & her face. So damn small.



~2009~
Short with fringe; Black
Sophisticated yet sexay. Motherly look yet elegant for her who she is.


Ready for her latest LOOK?


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LOL:) SUPER MOM.

Short & curl; Black.

ThumbS up for it.

T h i n k o f g e t t i n g o n e ?

Tell Me How?

Okay, seriously, how am I suppose to celebrate my 21st birthday?

4 d a y s l e f t. .

O h M y G a w d

Am I excited?

Seriously, I am just okay with the feeling.

Too me, seriously bitrthday is just another celebration in my life. I think birthday is something that we should dedicated to mother who delivered us rather than we just enjoy it ourselves.

Somehow, I am looking forward more to the celebration (party) itself more than the meaning of it.

LOL. Nah, just kidding.

I want something just simple.nice.memorable.sweet.interesting & just me;)

Bullshit right?

I don't like suprises & nonsense crap, so I will just celebrate it with the closest babes;)

There are plans with the family, but will keep it low profile first, wait till it's confirm or probably did happen, then I will talk about it.

Btw, TanTan will sits for her TOEFL this Saturday, which is tomorrow. All the best, babe;)

& she will be heading to Cameron Highlands. Can't wait for your 'suk mai'.

Currently, watching Beyond the Realm of Conscience.

It's another "not-you-die = I DIE" drama from TVB. Nothing special about it. Despite, Tavia Yeung is one of the villian. I have just watched until Episode 13, where she is still not that 'kan' yet. Therefore, I think it's still early to say anything about her.

I missed GG Season 3 episodes. When am I gonna start my fav series. Hope it's soon.

X O X O

P/S: Just received message from SEGi that Micro class cancelled. Happy or not that happy?